We said goodbye to Captain Hoagie Man, Mr. Subi, on Tuesday morning. If you’re on my social media, you already know this, but for whatever reason, I haven’t been able to bring myself to write this post. I also should probably share that Subi is pronounced Subby which confuses just about everyone. I didn’t come up with it or the spelling. He came that way.
After almost 17 years together, Subi was ready to go. He was tired. He went very quick and peacefully, but he leaves behind a huge chestnut sized hole in my heart.
He was the original chestnut. The original horse. My first horse. He taught me just about everything I know about horses and the thought about him no longer being here is just… there aren’t any words.
I still don’t have many words so instead, here are some photos throughout the years.
Three Chestnuts 
Massive internet hugs. I’m so sorry for you loss and so happy he had you as a loving owner in his life.
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He was greeted by another goofy chestnut who was the best of redheads. You did what was best but it’s so freaking hard.
I’m so very sorry. What a great life you gave him. He was very handsome right to the end.
Big hugs to you my friend
I’m so sorry Sarah ❤ he was lucky to spend his life with you!
I’m so very sorry for your loss. He was lucky to have you.<3
I’m so sorry for your loss. What a beautiful boy
I’m so sorry. You did the best for him every day of his life. Even the last one. I’m sure he’s found all of his old friends up there by now. ❤
So sorry for your loss, but man what a great life he had with you.